Missing Someone Badly.

Now i'm missing someone very badly. No words to describe my feelings. I want to dedicate this song to that person. 

I'll Be Missing You 

by;Puff Daddy

Yeah... this right here (tell me why) 

Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone 

That they truly loved (c'mon, check it out) 

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show 

I laced the track you locked the flow 

So far from hanging on the block of dough 

Notorious, they got to know that! 

Life ain't always what it seems to be 

Words can't express what you mean to me 

Even though you're gone 

We still a team 

Through your family I'll fulfill your dreams 

In the future can't wait to see 

If you'll open up the gates for me 

Reminisce sometime 

The night they took my friend 

Try to black it out but it plays again 

When it's real feelings' hard to conceal 

Can't imagine all the pain I feel 

Give anything to hear half your breath 

I know you still livin' your life after death 

CHORUS: (Faith) 

Every step I take 

Every move I make 

Every single day 

Every time I pray 

I'll be missing you 

Thinking of the day 

When you went away 

What a life to take 

What a bond to break 

I'll be missing you 

(Puff) 

It's kinda hard with you not around 

Know you're in heaven smilin' down 

Watchin' us while we pray for you 

Everyday we pray for you 

Till the day we meet again 

In my heart is where I'll keep you friend 

Memories give me the strength I need to proceed 

Strength I need to believe 

My thoughts,Big, I just can't define 

Wish I could turn back the hands of time 

Us in the 6 

Shop for new clothes and kicks 

You and me taking flicks 

Making hits stages they receive you on 

Still can't believe you're gone 

Give anything to hear half your breath 

I know you still livin' your life after death 

CHORUS: (Faith) 

Every step I take 

Every move I make 

Every single day 

Every time I pray 

I'll be missing you 

Thinking of the day 

When you went away 

What a life to take 

What a bond to break 

I'll be missing you 

Somebody tell me why 

One glad morning 

When this life is over 

I know 

I'll see your face 

CHORUS (112) x4 

Every night I pray 

Every step I take 

Every move I make 

Every single day 

CHORUS: (Faith) 

Every step I take 

Every move I make 

Every single day 

Every time I pray 

I'll be missing you 

Thinking of the day 

When you went away 

What a life to take 

What a bond to break 

I'll be missing you

I had a great time, last night!

Last night i went to sea house, with one of my best buddies. I had a hot & sour soup with chicken, it's luscious! About Sea House......hmmmmmm, the food served there is heavenly, the surrounding views are picturesque, the view of the airport, the skyline of male' & so on.........! But the place is too much crowded! You can hardly get a place in there! sometimes you have to wait for about 5 to 10 mins!

Where i've been ?

i've been here, there, elsewhere -

living, learning, understanding but also

coping and searching...

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i've been here, there, elsewhere -

working, developing, exploring but also

failing and struggling...

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i've been here, there, elsewhere -

travelling, observing, listening but also

experiencing and suffering...

..

i've been here, there, elsewhere -

giving, receiving, helping, but also

needing and doubting...

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i've been here, there, elsewhere -

searching, finding, creating but also

forgetting and losing...

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i've been here, there, elsewhere -

loving, laughing, remembering but also

crying and hurting...

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i've been here, there, elsewhere -

improving, succeeding, rejoicing but also

hoping and praying...

Tell me,

where have you been ?

Photo of the Day

It's an amazing tree! I saw this wonderful masterpiece of nature, from an internet site. I thought to share it with you guys. Cheers, Miqdhad!

CALLE OCHO

I love this song very much! I first heard this song in a Dj, & after, i was into it! Here is the lyrics & a link to this song on youtube. 

I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)

by:PITBULL

Haha 

Its Mr. 305 checkin' in for the remix, 

you know that S 75 Street Brazil? 

Well this year gon be called Calle Ocho, 

Hahahaha 

Que ola cata, Que ola omega 

and this how we gon do it 

Dale, 

one-two-three-four 

Uno-do'-tres-cuatro 

I know you want me (want me) 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me (want me) 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me 

You know I want cha (want cha) 

(Hahaha) 

one-two-three-four 

Uno-do'-tres-cuatro 

Rumba (Si) 

Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?) 

Rumba (Si) 

Ella quiere si Rumba (Como?) 

Si e' verdad que tu ere guapa, 

Yo te voy a poner gozar 

Tu tiene la boca grande 

dale ponte a jugar (Como) 

one-two-three-four 

Uno-do'-tres-cuatro (Woooo-ooo!) 

[Verse 1:]

6 to tha clock, on my way to the top uh, 

Pit got it locked from brews to the locker, 

All I.P uh, big and packer, 

That he's not, but damn he's hot, 

label fly but Pit wont stop, 

got her in the car, quit playin' with his (Como?) 

watch him make a movie like Alba Hitch Hock, ha Enjoy Me 

[Chorus:]

I know you want me (want me) 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me (want me) 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me 

You know I want cha (want cha) 

one-two-three-four 

Uno-do'-tres-cuatro 

Rumba (Si) 

Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?) 

Rumba (Si) 

Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?) 

Si es verdad que tu ere guapa, 

Yo te voy a poner gozar 

Tu tiene la boca grande 

dale ponte a jugar (Como) 

one-two-three-four 

Uno-do'-tres-cuatro (Woooo-ooo!) 

[Verse 2:]

Mami got an ass like a donkey, with a monkey, 

look like King Kong, welcome to the crib, 

305 thats what it is, 

with a woman down ya s*** dont play games, 

they up the chain, and they let her do everythang and anythang, hit tha thang 

and they love it gettin' it in, gettin' on, 

all night long (Dale) 

[Chorus:]

I know you want me (want me) 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me (want me) 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me 

You know I want cha (want cha) 

one-two-three-four 

Uno-do'-tres-cuatro 

Rumba (Si) 

Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?) 

Rumba (Si) 

Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?) 

Si es verdad que tu ere guapa, 

Yo te voy a poner gozar 

Tu tiene la boca grande 

dale ponte a jugar (Como) 

one-two-three-four 

Uno-do'-tres-cuatro 

[Verse 3:]

Baby you can get it, if you win it we can play, 

baby I got cribs, I got condos we can stay, 

even got a king size matress we can lay, 

baby I dont care, I dont care, what they say 

[Chorus:]

I know you want me (want me) 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me (want me) 

you know I want cha (want cha) 

I know you want me 

You know I want cha (want cha) 

one-two-three-four 

Uno-do'-tres-cuatro 

Rumba (Si) 

Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?) 

Rumba (Si) 

Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?) 

Si es verdad que tu ere guapa, 

Yo te voy a poner gozar 

Tu tiene la boca grande 

dale ponte a jugar (Como) 

one-two-three-four 

Uno-do'-tres-cuatro

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2tMV96xULk&ob=av3e

Movies Change You

This crazy feeling I get every time I see a movie. I feel like I’m that character or that I’m going to be just like them. I mean I’ve always been like this even when I was young. I go see a movie and I believe that I am just like them. Say I saw an action movie, when the movie is finished I will walk out feeling like I can defeat anyone who stands in my way that I am fierce, that I can go on a huge mission and complete it. But that feeling goes away after a few hours. Which sucks I wish I was fierce all the time, I wish I live all their lives. I wish I was that perfect guy who always wins over the girl’s heart. My point is we don’t have a movie life, or a fairytale ending. I know that we shouldn’t want that life because it’s not realistic and everything in our life happens for a reason, and our life is just spectacular, and unexpected, but I can’t help it. I also hate when I watch a movie about someone doing something good for someone else, because I wish that I could, but I won’t pull through on it, and I wouldn’t know where to start.  I think people are so caught up with everything that they don’t have any time for themselves. I think us on thoughts should have a challenge, do something nice for someone you don`t know, and I’m not talking about the extremes of helping someone raise money for a house, but I also don’t mean going so low as holding a door open for someone because you should do that always. Anyways if you do this challenge I would love to hear about it. :) 

Once Again......

Dear You,
I’ve seen you once again, for a very long period that I’ve lost count of. Once again, I’ve met your beauty again. That unexplainable charm that exudes from within you; Yes, the very same charm that made me went head over heels for you.You looked rather distressed, but I’m not sure why. Perhaps that was the reason why you left in the first place. Oh. No, I have not been missing you ever since those heartbreaking moments. They were put behind me for good, although sometimes I tend to get reminded just by looking at other people courting so lovingly around me. But upon seeing you once again, my heart almost melt. That outer cool layer of mine was melted before the clock struck midnight.
No one could really see the burning desire in me, the desire to open my damn bloody mouth and try to be friendly with you; to at least ask how have you been doing for godsake. I’m not sure if I was too scared or my mind didn’t want to. Not important at all because in the end nothing happened. I saw my ex the same day too. What a creep I am. I’m proud to say that I am very happy to see that she is being care and concerned by somebody who really accepts her for who she is. Somebody who loves her so willingly without any regrets. It seem to me that she has settled down, it may well be her last in her this lifetime.It’s time to step out of this circle and take a look at the other side of this world. Yeah, it’s time I…

500 Days Of Summer

Just finished watching this movie, ’500 Days of Summer’. So many pointers that I could pick out from it and apply to myself. But I know it’s hard, really really hard.  I’ve been thinking over and over. What’s fate? What’s meant to be? 

Let nature take its course…....

I remember.

My Everything Friend

You magnify my happiness

When I am feeling glad;

You help to heal my injured heart

Whenever I am sad.

You’re such a pleasure in my life;

I hope that you can see

How meaningful your friendship is;

You’re a total joy to me.

You only think..........

It's the worst feeling in the world, to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on, you're stuck right there where you first started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide on what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is watch them drift farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back on how things used to be without comparing it to how things are now... knowing that things are different, and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it. 

Thoughts

I currently have no initiative idea; nor a grasped concept or perspective to look deeply into and detail. Instead, what I possess now is a theme or a mere image on which I have deliberately exerted a layer of dust and fog to be seemingly distant and out of reach.
As individuals, we each have a different idea of perfection; or a destination per say. The paths we choose or walk unwillingly are not always clear to us; the understanding of where we are headed or where we would like to reach. The image that our minds hold; the destination or desire that we crave, could change daily depending on our feelings; our moods and attitudes, but the concept is a constant thing. The concept is unchangeable; being that the image is your true "want", like an old photograph that lingers in your memory it hangs upon the walls of your mind and heart. Traces of old images left behind in you gather up daily to form the "image of the day" representing what you are thinking, feeling and craving.
One day your image could be that of a country house upon a soft meadow at sunset; a porch, a newspaper and a cup of tea; perhaps a calm lifestyle away from any distress. The next day, however, you could hang up an image of a set containing a briefcase of documents, a necktie, and an open file; career success?
The "image of the day" is what crosses your mind whenever there is nothing else to cross it, or perhaps whenever some mishap triggers it. It is wishful thinking and reflection upon a single desire at a time; obsessing over one thing for the day and then moving on to the other. But this deep pondering or perhaps long yet shallow and uncomplicated view of a single "thing" could grant a studied opinion and perception. Therefore, all is not lost; a series of ideas generated upon a lucid figment representing true aim or desire or want; though unorganized and may be chaotic, is of most productivity to the soul and very essence of a human being. In fact, a deep gaze into anything and everything, accompanied with all sorts of thoughts that one's mind could possibly come up with, is a necessity.
Our thoughts are not us; we are not what we "think". The things we seek might say much regarding our "selves" but do not signify us. The images that we must all hang daily to gaze upon and ponder are merely just borders; we are wild at mind and untamed at heart therefore paths must be bordered. Absolute and uttermost acknowledgement is the least we can offer ourselves in order to reach what we want. BREATHE smoothly and deeply; and exhale with relaxation and freedom. All is attainable when all is in sight.

Ways to communicate negative feelings.

It’s not always easy to find ways to communicate negative feelings. These things always require a bit of time to process and being so rash with your decisions might end up with others seeing you in a bad light.

However, there are ways to communicate negative feelings without other people accusing you of being too harsh or insensitive. To find out what these are, read on!

1) You’re one of them.

One of the ways to communicate negative feelings is by using yourself as an example. For instance, you find yourself in a situation where you’re supposed to reprimand someone for a mistake.

Instead of just focusing on that person’s mistake here and now, try telling that person about a similar mistake you (or someone else) made, and how you (they) managed to correct it before things had gotten worse. This helps the person feel that they are not alone, and will be more receptive of your corrections.

2) Find the balance.

A lot of people have wrong notions about ways to communicate negative feelings. Some people feel that they should sugarcoat everything to avoid hurt feelings. Meanwhile, others feel that being blunt is the only way to get through it.

However, none of these suggestions will do you any good. The trick is to find the balance. You can’t be too soft and you can’t be too harsh either. You have to find the middle ground.

3) Don’t wait too long.

Some people also think that stowing these negative feelings away is the only solution. However, this only serves to build the negative emotions up. Not a very good solution. If you have something negative to say, you can’t wait a year or two before letting it out.

Coming up with ways to communicate negative feelings is not easy for many. But it is part of a normal life. Everyone goes through with it. Others on a daily basis even. If you find yourself at a loss for what to do, try these tips or ask someone to help you communicate these negative feelings.